I don’t know when I can claim that I have found it.
They said that you don’t need to search for love,
because when the time comes love will find you.
So, just calm down. The one who is destined for you will come eventually.
But, do they understand this lonely feeling I have?
even in the middle of a crowd, I am still alone.
I can feel a pain in my heart.
I feel… incomplete. There’s something missing from me, and I don’t know what it is.
They said that when you find the one who is meant for you,
you will feel some warmth in the heart.
And you will feel happy.
You will never feel alone anymore,
because you know that someone will always be there.
At your side, accompanying you…
Because you know that someone will always ready to hear you.
To help you when you have a problem…
What if that someone is not like the one in our dream?
What if that someone differs so much with us?
What if that someone make us sad?
What if that someone have a wrong perception about us?
Should we simply claim that that someone is not Love of Our Life?
Should we simply deny the feeling in our heart?
Should we simply looking for other person?
Should we simply walk away?
Must we live on with the difference, sadness, and other wrong doings that was made by that someone?
Tulisan di atas itu 🙄 dibuat beberapa tahun yang lalu, pada waktu sedang pusing mikir Tugas Akhir, tapi masih relevan, sepertinya…